I had a m/c this week - found out on Monday that 7week bubs had not made it and had a D&C on Tues (my 8th Wedding anniversary). It has been the worst week of my life.

Bub was a surprise, and I was just coming to terms with being preg again. I almost feel guilty that perhaps I didn't want it enough? We tried for nearly 18 months to get preg with my second son. The thing is I am devastated. I spent the week imagining our life together with bub #3 and just when I really start to get excited, it is gone.

My question is how do you go back to your 'old' life? I can't bear the thought of going back to work and acting like nothing has happened? I don't want anything to be the same, I want to pack up and run away...

I can't bear the looks people are giving me or the uncomfortable silences. I don't know how to move on, I don't know why this has happened? or what to do now?

People keep asking me if we are going to try again like that is the solution?