I'm so sorry for your loss and just wanted to say that you shouldn't feel you have not suffered enough to warrant your feelings - you have every right to feel grief and sadness whether its your first loss or your 20th loss. Every pregnancy represents your hope for the future of your family and every single one hurts. Take care, and enjoy your DD's cuddles - I'm always amazed how my girls can remind me that even when you feel at your lowest, there is so much sunshine and love around you.