I believe I am losing again.

**csab** · March 5th, 2008, 09:42 PM

Hi all,

It looks like my bub is leaving me. I have started to spot and normally when that happens with past experiences I miscarry. I feel as tho all hope is lost and that the happiness I felt has turned in an opposite direction. Even with all the anxious times over the past few weeks I was still happy that there was a chance that all would turn out ok. Now all I feel is the sorrow and heartache pounding at my heart again. I feel as tho I should be used to this sadness and all the losses, but it just never seems to get any easier, when your dreams seem to be dashed over and over again.
Thanks all for listening. HUgs

**STARRYSKY** · March 5th, 2008, 09:46 PM

oh csab.....Its just not fair, is it?
but are you sure....? is there still hope?

just in case.
xxx

**csab** · March 5th, 2008, 09:50 PM

Thanks Star, I just dont think I have any hope left in me. It just seems to happen this way all the time. I think it would have to be a miracle if this bub sticks. yet I think there are no miracles heading my way anytime soon.