I believe I am losing again.

**csab** · March 5th, 2008, 09:42 PM

Hi all,

It looks like my bub is leaving me. I have started to spot and normally when that happens with past experiences I miscarry. I feel as tho all hope is lost and that the happiness I felt has turned in an opposite direction. Even with all the anxious times over the past few weeks I was still happy that there was a chance that all would turn out ok. Now all I feel is the sorrow and heartache pounding at my heart again. I feel as tho I should be used to this sadness and all the losses, but it just never seems to get any easier, when your dreams seem to be dashed over and over again.
Thanks all for listening. HUgs

**STARRYSKY** · March 5th, 2008, 09:46 PM

oh csab.....Its just not fair, is it?
but are you sure....? is there still hope?

just in case.
xxx

**csab** · March 5th, 2008, 09:50 PM

Thanks Star, I just dont think I have any hope left in me. It just seems to happen this way all the time. I think it would have to be a miracle if this bub sticks. yet I think there are no miracles heading my way anytime soon.

**sushee** · March 5th, 2008, 10:51 PM

csab hunny

. My heart is breaking for you.

**Indadhanu** · March 6th, 2008, 05:18 AM

Oh hunny :hugs: :hugs: I just cried a little tear for you and your bub. I so hope its hanging in there....... Take care of yourself csab :hugs:

**Shanti** · March 6th, 2008, 05:26 AM

Just wanted to give you some more :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:
I'm so sorry

**dusty** · March 6th, 2008, 05:56 AM

no no no! oh hun, i so hope you are wrong. didn't pam have some spotting early on and everything was ok? please see you dr. i am so sorry you have to go through this. sending you big cyber hugs. xxxxxx

***Nikki*** · March 6th, 2008, 06:09 AM

..... i am really praying you are wrong hun

**~Kim~** · March 6th, 2008, 06:11 AM

no no no no - that's not fair!! Stamps foot.

Cheryl

I hope you're wrong.

**Diamond Girl** · March 6th, 2008, 06:15 AM

Oh Cheryl, Im very sorry.

. I really hope it all works out for you and your little baby sticks.

Look after yourself now.

**Kitt3n** · March 6th, 2008, 06:24 AM

oh csab, dont give up hope till you know for sure.

i have seen some messages where you seemed so happy! dont lose that, you just dont know yet!

sending lots and lots of stickyness your way, and keeping you in my thoughts.

**Spring Angel** · March 6th, 2008, 06:28 AM

Try not to give up hope hun. I am sending you all the positive energy I can possibly muster.

Take care sweetie.

Lv Spring

**blackduckies** · March 6th, 2008, 06:37 AM

Cheryl, maybe now is the time to go for your US, just remember all the spotting/small bleeds I have had, I think you need to rest and go and have the US A.S.A.P. Thinking of you and hoping you are wrong!!!!

**MistyFying** · March 6th, 2008, 07:14 AM

csab I really truly hope you're wrong

thinking of you.

**MrsB26** · March 6th, 2008, 07:20 AM

Cheryl, i am thinking of you, it's so unfair

**ElleJay** · March 6th, 2008, 07:21 AM

Oh Cheryl I hope you are wrong! I am really hoping and praying hard for you. MistyFlying (and everyone in here) couldn't have written a more truer word.. You so deserve this and I hope things aren't going wrong!