Oh sweetheart You are hurting so much and I know our words are only that... but you are in so many of our thoughts... so many of us have been through what you are going through now... I remember very clearly being told i had lost what I thought was my 8 week old baby (the ovum became "Blighted", such a shocking word)... you feel so empty and desolate. Try not to look back though and feel angry that you held onto hope. Truly, that was the only thing you could have done in the circumstances. As mothers we have to constantly live in hope... it's what keeps us sane. It applies to every step of the motherhood journey: from the moment you get your BFP to the day you die. If we lose our ability to live in hope then we become depressed and cynical souls very quickly.

Grieve your loss darl *more hugs* but don't grieve your inability to give up hope before today... there is no peace in that direction.

We are all here for you... to listen and to share your pain.