Oh sweetheart You are hurting so much and I know our words are only that... but you are in so many of our thoughts... so many of us have been through what you are going through now... I remember very clearly being told i had lost what I thought was my 8 week old baby (the ovum became "Blighted", such a shocking word)... you feel so empty and desolate. Try not to look back though and feel angry that you held onto hope. Truly, that was the only thing you could have done in the circumstances. As mothers we have to constantly live in hope... it's what keeps us sane. It applies to every step of the motherhood journey: from the moment you get your BFP to the day you die. If we lose our ability to live in hope then we become depressed and cynical souls very quickly.

Grieve your loss darl *more hugs* but don't grieve your inability to give up hope before today... there is no peace in that direction.

We are all here for you... to listen and to share your pain.
Bath- that is so so so true. You are so right. Than you for saying that to me, your so right. As i read what you wrote it was like the anger just left me instantly... you are so right. I now just feel the pain, which i dont want too... but i know i have too...

I am just scared as i havent passed any clot yet, and the dr said if i dont by monday she may have to send me to have it 'taken'

I just dont understand WHY?>!! this is the 2nd one in 2 months, both at the same stage... My DR said to me on wednesday, if we loose this one, she would like to send me to a gyno to explore WHY we are loosing them...

I just dont get it because until now i have NEVER had a problem. EVER! Why is my body now not holding them??????!!! i realise no one can answer me im just venting

Arghhhhhh /crys