Hopefully this doesn't upset anyone but I really want to ask.

I know quite a few women in BB have lost angels but don't have it in their ticker. I always feel a bit weird seeing it in my own ticker and want to delete it. I just don't want it to define me (not really sure how to word this). It's important, it happened, it hurt, but I just don't want it to become me.

I really don't mean that people who do have angels in their ticker are responding incorrectly to loss, this is just how I am feeling about my own loss. I guess we all respond differently but I never want to offend those who manage differently. Maybe I am still in denial because I never wanted to be TTCAML and still don't.

Please please please I hope this isn't offensive, I just want to know how this has worked out for others.

Thanks all.

xoxo
M