We are completing settlement of our new home on 25th this month, I know I should be really excited, but i feel like i just don't have the energy to be excited. What's the point? All I want to do is crawl into bed for the next 2 weeks and sleep.
DH and i were booked in to have a look at a home (our dream home) the day i discovered i was having an ectopic...

While i was in hospital my parents went and had a look for something to do.

When i got out DH took a look and 2 days post Op they all wanted me to look.

So i went, yer har its a house, whatever......

Brought the house, i didnt care. Packing kept me distracted and the move happened just 5 weeks after surgery.

I like the house but boy its taken some time to get use to the idea that all that happened at a time i was so very very lost!

Dont be too hard on yourself for what you think you should be feeling!

So sorry for your loss!!