Tash - I have a picture DH took of my bust with cabbage leaf frill poking out the top of my shirt. It was a moment I can look back on and smile at our shared humour in a dark place.

I am sending you love and light as you negotiate this road again. You are not a failure. The only part of that sentence that is true is you are a mother, a mother to two beautiful , loved and adored little boys No words can help but know you are often in my thoughts x