Michelle, sending you lots of hugs and love. It's so not fair what you're going through. I hope with all my heart that you find the strength you need in the support that you have here and around you. Thinking of you
I know what your going through now is bad but don't think the worst, as with both my DD & DS I spotted early on in the preg and for DS I spotted at 22 weeks. I even spotted the week before I had an ultra sound of my angel and seen a healthy heart beat that was beating 133 a min.
So please please wait till your u/s . Lay on your bed put your hand on your tummy and tell that little poppet that it's not allowed to go anywhere it's going to get its pic taken.
I hope it only stress or that its your body used to have af around this time of the month so it bleeds a bit (thats one of the explanations i was given).
Lots of hugs and I'll be thinking about you and please keep thinking positive.
Michelle,
You are truely an inspiration to us all michelle! I am so sorry for all that you are going through. Even with all that has happened in your life you still write with such strength and love and if I can only hope that I can be even the slightest bit as strong as you have shown. God bless you and your family and I am praying for the little baby that you have inside you.
michelle i am so sorry with what you are going threw and what you have been threw it brings tears to my eyes to think of what people go threw in life its just not fair . i hope you can hang in there and be strong for your other two children . xxxxx
i have had one long and exhausting day today at the hospital. my fears where confirmed our baby has left us, in fact i believe it was around midnight last night and sorry this is way tmi however i had some severe cramping around that time and went to the toilet where i passed two very large clots with tissue, i said bye bye to my baby. ultrasound and blood tests have confirmed that i have miscarried our angel baby, however it looks like at this stage that a d&c will not be required.
my dh and i are going to commence grief (over the loss of our dd jess), relationship and alcohol counselling (for him obviously). basically i said to my dh if he didn't agree to any counselling then unfortunately i will consider leaving as i cannot live like this anymore, to my utter surprise he broke down in tears and said he wants to get help and he wants to more importantly do something about his drinkiing, currently he drinks around 8 cans a night (more on weekends) and he has said he would ideally love to only have a couple of cans 3 times a week.
i guess we will see what happens in the future but it is now time to continue down this path and to get the help which we obviously so desperatly need.
i will be taking a break from bb for a little while, i am sure you all understand how hard it can be especially in my state of mind, i wish all of you out there the very best in the upcoming births of your babies and also on your ttc journey's.
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