Hi, my name is Karin and I did a search online for a pregnancy loss chat room and came across this site. I lost my little baby girl Kathleen 10 days ago. I had been bleeding for 7 weeks but it still came as a complete shock when I at 1 am woke up and my water had broken. The contractions started right away, about a min apart. Kathleen Rebecca was born at 2.59 am March 27th at 19 weeks. She was a perfectly little baby, just born way too early, too early for anyone to try and save her. We got to hold her for 1 1/2 hour before her little heart gave up. I miss her so much and it hurts so much. Not only do I want my little girl back, but unfortunately I also dream about having a large family and I am not feeling very positive about that anymore, and it really hurts. I have one wonderful boy who is 2 and I am so thankful for him but it still doesn't make the loss less. My heart goes out to anyone going through this experience for which I know there are no words. I have been looking for an online chat room for pregnancy loss as I think there's healing in talking and sharing. Please let me know if you are going through a similar situation and would like to meet up for a chat.