Hey all

I'm sorry if this is the wrong place to post, I just don't feel like I fit anywhere at the moment. I'm NOT pregnant, let me just get that out there first! History is m/c in 08, DD in 09, m/c three months ago. DD's pregnancy started out the same way as the two m/c with spotting, but she held on. I had spotting on occasion throughout. We decided in Jan this year that we did want another baby, but are yet to succeed. I don't feel like I belong in the TTC groups, firstly I don't chart, or take my temp or anything (and half the time I have no idea what all the abbreviations mean ) and I am a little private about stuff like that too. But I guess I just need to feel brave. That there are other people who have that fear of it all going wrong, that paranoia that sends you to the loo every five and a half seconds to check that everything is okay. And that is has gone right. I know I have living proof in DD that it can go right, but right now I have so much doubt that she was a fluke somehow. Plus the addition of everyone around me going through their own private battles with TTC, I just don't want to talk about it - it doesn't feel right.

So I guess what I'm asking is am I in the right place? I need inspirational stories I guess to get me through. You know, when I had my first m/c, everyone told me that it was common with the first, so many women go through it. But now I've had two, well I feel like it's a different ball game again. I hope this makes sense. I'm just writing what I'm thinking and that's all a bit jumbled. Thanks for reading.