It's never happened to me before.

At 6w5 there was no hb.
At 7w5 there it was 111bpm but measuring 6w
At what should have been 9w1 no hb measuring 6w2

I feel like its my fault because I had a couple of panic attacks and resorted to half a Diaz or that I jinxed it because I had doubts but we had been trying for 14 months and then I wasn't sure- who does that.

Now I'm so scared I'll end up with pnd I don't want to try anymore. I don't know how to deal with this I feel like in going to explode there are so many emotions stuck inside.

I'm confused and one minute I feel like in going to panic the next I'm ok the next I just want to sleep the next I think it isn't fair the next I'm blaming myself.

So much for reduced risk after you see the hb.

I don't understand- my hcg was well over 50000. My progesterone was very high. Why give my bub a heartbeat for 2 days then take it away?

What do I say to dd?

And worse my Doppler arrived today.

How do you try again? How do you move on? The fear?


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