Great memory Telly! I was formerly known as A N N A T. But had to do a quick costume change when some family members overstepped boundaries!

Heh, family havent been all that great a support with my miscarriages. The opposite infact but I wont go on about it because I bet all our stories are similar. Not even Dh was really supportive until the last two I had. I think it hit him then, looking at our boys, about what exactly it is we lost, even if it was in those early stages of pregnancy. He's worried now, about what another miscarriage would do to me. Cant say I blame him, I worry about it too. Worry that Im going to push the envelope to far.

That said, for myself, the whole journey led to something beautiful in the form of some amazing lifelong friendships with some beautiful women I met on here way back in the early days of the Parenting after Miscarriage and Loss thread. I think they've been the saving grace, always one step behind me ready to catch me while I fall apart and then put me back together. A small consolation but something that keeps me going, knowing theyll be holding my hand the entire way through the pregnancy and birth.