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Hi Me4Ever - most definitely! My friends think it's a bit weird knowing but like you said, I saw a heartbeat, it was a little being and I really wanted to be able to acknowledge it as just that, not just that I miscarried, but I miscarried a daughter. They deserve the acknowledgement after all. xx
me4ever :happyforyou: Congratulations on your engagement! Being engaged is a lovely time, do you have a ring yet?
Bubble147 - I'm so sorry for your loss and wish it hadn't happened to you. Glad you have come to get some support from all of the lovely people in this group.
Miss B - Oh I am wishing you so much luck for this cycle. FX this is the one for you.
Alison - i hope af shows up soon for you so you know what is going on! I am in the TWW! Although we didn't have the bding covered like we usually would due to everyone being sick at the crucial moments. I don't know that my body is ready anyway as I still had light spotting right up till ovulation. I ovulated late this month, but when I got my positive opk it was super-strong (more than usual), so it was a really big surge. I don't know what that means, probably just that it had to be a strong surge to get my body back into action.
Hi Smamfa - wow you getting back on the horse straight away? lol Good on you, I'm not game to do anything until I've spoken to the clinic next month, I want to be sure everything is right and ready to go, 4 miscarriages is too many for me to feel comfortable giving it a go as getting pregnant isn't my problem. Wishing you lots and lots of sticky vibes, yay!!!!
AFM - Well, AF is here, 5 weeks to the day after my D&C.
Hi girls,
Thank you for your kind words and words of wisdom.
Alison - that is good AF has come, hopefully your cycle will return to normal (or what it was) after this month.
Me4ever- congrats on the engagement! What lovely news.
MLr- I'm sorry to see you in here, I was in the due in Jan group until a couple of weeks ago. I hope you are ok and starting to heal.
Miss b - the very best of luck and positive vibes heading your way for your next IVF cycle bi can only imagine it is a roller coaster of emotions. Sending lots of positive vibes your way.
I am doing a bit better today, had a bad day yesterday. I just feel so wring getting on with everyday life. I think it is really lovely that some of you found out if your angels were boys or girls. I wasn't offered the option, my Ib said he generally doesn't test after just one miscarriage vmy DH and I did discuss funding out the sex but decided not to as we thought it would make it harder. Now I wish a little bit that we had found out. I am terrified of another pregnancy but am thinking we might try again after my next period. But then ibfeel a bit guilty for trying again so soon. Am still working through the emotions I guess. It is nice to be able to come in here and just let it all out though, with peoPle that understand.
Thanks for listening.
Hugs to all. Hope everyone is ok.
Bubble, thank you for you lovely words hun, and I am so sorry again about your recent loss :hug:. The only reason why we found out the gender of our embryo was because we wanted to see why I had the m/c (my maternal age is quite advanced) and since we were having the d & c, the doctor agreed. It did actually make it harder to find out what the gender was, as we have had 2 boys and this time it would have been a girl. Take one day at a time hun, m/c is a tough journey, but each day is a bit easier and there is absolutely no reason to feel guilty about trying again soon after a m/c. I also wanted to try asap after both my losses. Big hugs sweetie, and I wish you every success in your TTC journey xx
Hi Bubble - there is never a right or wrong time to conceive a bub, you go for it sweets and hoping this is the one for you xx
Hi Miss B - how did your pick up go? I am crossing everything I possibly can for you. I wish I could join you as us "advanced maternal age" girls lol should stick together but I will have to wait another month. I am only just now starting to get the pang to try again, it came back straight away last miscarriage but this one has taken a little longer to get over.
Just popping in to say hi.
FINALLY everything has gone back to relatively normal (6wks of bleeding and pain and drama, Im exhausted). I had my period and am now mid-cycle (I think?) and had some pains today that possibly indicate ovulation. Too bad DH is away til mid july :( Saw the FS and he pretty much told me to ttc when Im ready and come back to see him when Im pregnant. Which is kind of effing pointless considering by 6-7wks its already to late. So now I have to decide what I want to do.............the thought of even dtd has me wanting to throw up and in a panic attack these days :( I thought I was doing much better but yesterday and today Ive been a complete mess.
Hope your all doing as ok as you can be :hug:
Hi ladies,
Bubble - I'm sorry you are here too. I'm doing ok. Xxxx
Me4ever - enjoy the engagement and the wedding planning journey, if you need any tips pm me, got married in November and loved planning it!
To all you other super ladies, hope all is well as can be! Xx
Hi everyone!
Bubble, MLR and Smamfa - thanks for the congrats! I am sooooo excited :) I do have a ring yes, went to pick one together, it's gorgeous! We're hoping to get married in December, and I'm so excited as my parents will be able to fly over from Europe and my sister as well. I'm hoping my brothers might be able to come too, fingers crossed.
Freya - big hugs from me. It's weird isn't it, you think you're doing alright, but then all of a sudden it hits you again and you feel like a mess. I suppose it will get better with time, I hope so at least... We've only DTD twice since D&C and the first time hurt sooo much...
Thanks again for the kind words girls
Miss b - I hope the collection went well the other day. I'm not sure what is involved but I hope it wasn't too hard on you.
Me4ever- how exciting planning a wedding, and sobgreat your parents and sister will be able to make it too.
Alison - I can only imagine it gets harder to have the courage to try again each time, but I am glad for you that the urge is starting to come back. I guess it will always seem scary now, but you sound like a strong woman and I hope next time is the one that will give you a beautiful baby.
Freya - I am so sorry to read you have lost four little Angels. No wonder you feel worried about even DTD, it is understandable. I hope in time that it gets easier for you and you can start to plan for the future again. Must be tough with your DH away. Sendings big hugs and I hope you can start to heal now that your cycle is back.
I agree that some days are better then others. I have had some really bad days this week but then others I have managed to carry on with things. I just hope it gets easier with time.
Hi Everyone,
I wanted to pop back in and say thanks to the person (who now I can't see who it was that said it) mentioned being tested for UREAPLASMA!! After some trusted googling I found a Dr who has linked this to not only fertility issues but also recurrent miscarriages. So I went to my Dr today and he had heard of this and we are getting tested today for this plus two other similar bugs. These bugs have no symptoms but have been proven to affect fertility and miscarriages. So a big big thankyou to the mention!!
On another note, after a few tears and lots of talks, DH and I have decided to start trying again, I will get the test results before I O next week, and then the rest is out of our hands. We got pregnant the last two times in the first month of trying, so who knows what is ahead for us? I feel dubious, postive and scared crazy time all mixed into one!!!!!
Wow Ladybirdflies that will be interesting! I don't know if I've been tested for that, I will definitely ask at my appointment in a little under 2 weeks.
How is everyone going?
Girls I'm starting to get worried, it's been 6.5 weeks since my D&C and still no AF, is this normal? I had spotting a week ago for a few days, brown in colour but it never eventuated into anything. With my low egg count now I'm freaking out I've run out of eggs, is that possible to just suddenly happen? Argh what is going on, last D&C I was AF 3 weeks later, this sucks :shakehead:
Alison- in waiting for af too (natural m/c though)
I thought I was o'ing last week but I dunno what's going on, it's been about six weeks too. Fx our bodies decide to get their acts together soon (I personally would love to feel normal again soon) I too had spotting but wasn't af (literally I have never had an af that is "just spotting")
Afm- so waiting for af still thought I started o'ing last weekend as I had ewcm (tmi alert!!!) which turned into like a jelly consistency! It was streaked with brown (not unusual for spotting when o for me) but the whole jelly part has happened before not often but can't remember why or when but last almost a week. I though I had af last night as I felt a "gush" but nope just alot of cm *ewww!* but have stopped spotting again for the last couple of days yay! My bleeding problem does my head in not to mention expensive having to buy pads so often!
I hope you girls are going along well, hope your all having a good weekend xx
Hi Ashie wow that is exactly how it's been for me!! I had that EWCM a few weeks ago and then not this past week the week before I started spotting brown - which always happens before my AF as I have progesterone issues, but it didn't eventuate into anything and then a few days ago I started having that gushing feeling like you mentioned thinking it was AF but it was just....well discharge - yuk! But it wasn't the usual EWCM, just clear without the stringyness, just like when you're pregnant and you notice it increasing - I never get that, what the h is going on with us!!! Grrrr I have to say I feel better knowing I'm not the only one waiting this long, maybe our HCG took longer to leave our bodies as they say you won't ovulate until it's at zero. But then I swear like you I ovulated a few weeks ago as I had the EWCM plus the usual O pains. I give up!
Last weekend my maybe baby had ferns so I am too positive I've ovulated! ATM my ovaries seem sore? Well I'm pretty certain it's them two lol.
I'm on day 45 and counting, longest cycle I think I've had!
I've been so down lately, bleeding problem honestly makes me wanna cry I "think" I may be getting dh onside for ttc another baby I don't want to spend another summer stuck in trackies, not being able to go swimming etc
And being pregnant cures it! (my body must love being pregnant lol) still trying to find a fix in the meantime (ob mention ablation but something only to consider once we are certain no more babies!)
I am honestly far from normal!!
Freya - glad your body is getting back to normal, it makes sense hun that your emotions might take a bit longer to catch up. Be gentle on yourself xx
ladybirdflies - I am happy for you that you and dh have reached a point where you can ttc, even though I know it must be scary too.
Alison and ashie - Like the both of you I was sure I ovulated a while back - but now I am thinking perhaps my body only TRIED to ovulate (had +opk and stacks of ewcm, streaked with spotting tho), and actually that cycle was anovulatory? Either that or I had a 7 day lp, which I guess could also happen, but sux! I have af now, although it took me a while to be sure it was af because the bleeding was so gradual in the beginning. I really hope that after this af that my body works out how to be normal again, I have been spotting and or bleeding since the mc (I think I had 2 or so days without anything.) I am def moody and grumpy so I think my hormones must be a lil crazy.
I haven't counted the days but I will now hang on......................I'm day 43 so only 2 behind you! What exactly happens to you, do you mean you get your period a lot? I get AF on day 23 usually with a good 3 days of spotting prior to that so this too is my longest cycle ever in my life!!!! And believe me, this past 12 months I have been far from normal also. Hmmm, are we freaks or what? lol Oh I see you live in Baldivis, is that Perth Baldivis? Up I'm in Carramar, just past Joondalup :D
Hi Smamfa - yay to finally getting AF, for the record I have been grumpy and moody for the most part of the year now, I've forgotten what it's like not to be, so over it.
Alison - i didn't have too much trouble getting af - this is my SECOND af since the mc, this one coming 7 days after I (supposedly) ovulated! Like I said, I'm sure the universe mixed us up and this one was meant to go to you... I would have been quite happy with NOT bleeding for just a little while! I already have troubles with anaemia, so I'm sure this is not helping. LOL!
Hi Smamfa, I never thought I'd be jealous of someone having AF before LOL! If I was having my usual cycles I would be having my 2nd by now too!
Hi girls it is with a heavy heart that I join you. I mc early yesterday morning so it's still quite raw for me. I was 8+6 and had been TTC for 2 years. I did have warning that it was coming as I had been bleeding for 2 weeks, had super slow rising hcg and had scans that we're measuring 2 weeks behind but it's still hard. I wasn't going to join so soon but I have a question that I hope you can help with. I have been left with absolutely no energy. I feel so weak and can barely move. I'm putting it down to the amount of blood I lost but I want to know if any of you experienced this and how long did it take for you to get your energy back?
Firstly, Em_325, I am so so sorry you have to join us in here, for a horrid reason there are some amazingly strong and supportive women in here so you've come to a good place. It's very sad to happen after trying for so long so again I'm very sorry, I've been TTC for over 12 months but I am lucky enough to have a 2.5 year old daughter already. I was 8+6 when I had my D&C so not sure if it feels different to bleeding naturally but I definitely felt very energyless and flat afterwards, I have had 2 this year, my first I recovered quite quickly, but this last time I felt that way for a good 2 weeks, not sure if it was the anaesthetic, the hormones, or a bit of everything but all you can do is take it as easy as possible, drink lots of water and get some multi vitamins into you to help lift up your iron etc. Again I'm so very sorry for you, do they know why this has happened, is it your first miscarriage? I was the same as you this past one as I had a blood clot. I hope you can find the strength to heal and any questions ask away, as I said before everyone in here completely understands what you're going through and how you feel. Big big hugs xxxx
Yep Em, sadly totally normal. I personally think it's a combination of blood loss and also emotional/mental state - it's kind of a shell shock y'know? Take it gently darl, rest up and take it slow :hug:
A friend had her baby early this morning. I've been inundated with pics and happy messages, and I've been crying on and off all day. All I can think about is how she gets to have squishy newborn cuddles now, she's gotten to meet her little girl and all is right in their world. I want it to be us so badly :cry:
Alison- I pretty much have spotting most of the month then ad would arrive and start the cycle again! It only started in 2008 after ds1 and lots of testing and still no answer of why, but somehow before falling pregnant with button I had managed to get bleeding halved to half the month so the mc has knocked the whole everlasting af again (which has only stopped 2 days ago)
Weird we are but at least not alone we have each other to vent out our bodies weirdness! Yeap Perth way just out of rockingham I fit in well with nipping to the shops at night in pj pants a hoodie and uggs lmao! I was actually in Perth this arvo get my phone replaced under warranty highly do not recommend taking children into apple ds 1 and 2 came out asking for iPads and now it's all their on about (was cute watching them playing match up games though).
Em- firstly I am so sorry for your loss it is truly unfair that you've had to experience this xx
I had a natural loss and went I actually lost button I was so weakly and shakey (my mc's happen quickly both times lost bub the same day I started bleeding) my energy was zero I just laid down but it felt like my inside was just shaking I had hardly any energy to stand and walking I felt weak like collapsing? I didn't loose alot of blood though I think I and my body went into shock (even though it's happened before I don't think I could prepare myself)
It took a few days for me to physically starting feeling a bit better maybe for emotionally it to sink in? Take care of your self, keep off your feet if need to and go to the doctors if need to if you feel something isn't right and even for a check up it took my hcg levels a while to go down (some people it doesn't but it's some good info to know if things do not turn back to normal straight away) *big hugs* xxx
Keike- *hugs*
I found out one of my best friends is expecting her bubba like the same day as button was due, i am happy for her very much but also sad as we lost our bundle (didn't tell anyone we were expecting purely for this reason) so I've kept everything hidden including emotions.
I really hope soon you'll be getting that happiness, you deserve this. xx
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Hi Alison, my first miscarriage it was spot on 28 days. The second one I had a d&c after the miscarriage and it didn't come till much later. I can't remember when though? I really felt that my cycle has changed since the d&c even still now it doesn't seem how it ever was. I am having a lot more spotting at the beginning and end of each bleed.
Ashie- Gee how confusing for you??? I hope it all gets sorted and back into good timing for you soon.
Smafa- Fingers crossed your cycle becomes more clear now. Did you have a d & c? from what you have all replied I wonder if it has something to do with the surgery. My DH asked about how close O is for us, and I had a mini freak out about trying now... even though last week I was crying and saying we simply must try this month and wait no longer. Grrrrr this can be a real head screw at times. I am waiting for the test results before we try this month though.
Warm hello to you EM, I am sorry to read your experience I hope you find support in this space. It is certainly a safe place to come and ask questions and seek support. I had a complete miscarriage at 8weeks last Dec, bleeding on and off for two weeks before that. I was very tired after and felt the same in my body as I did after I birthed a full term baby (without the grazing!!!) Your womb has opened and you have birthed in a way, plus the blood loss, so be sure to rest alot and drink plenty and take your time. Don't be in a rush to get out of bed if you can. My second miscarriage in April at 13 weeks I naturally miscarried but it was not complete and I lost over 2Lts of blood, this is a whole other scenario, I had to stay in bed for many weeks, but it really made me realise how quickly we try and pop back to normal. Rent some dvds a book, get some healthy food and juices and pump up your batteries, and heal your heart.
Keike- *hugs* I hope your dream baby arrives soon. I cannot fathom your experience and journey. x
AFM- test results today...... will this answer what has happened to us the last 6 months?? If it's all clear I still feel petrified about trying again but I really really want to try again!!!! head screw! Have a great Monday everyone xx
Hi Girls thanks for the welcome. It's bittersweet isn't it this is not a place any of us wanted to be in but at the same time it's comforting to be able to discuss it with people that get it.
I don't have the energy for proper persies at the moment so I'm just going to combine it in one. They havent given me a reaon as such just said that sometimes the embryo doesn't develop properly and the body knows its not compatible. I saw the OB today and he did a scan I had a complete mc so I won't need a d&c yet although he did say I have a very thick lining so I have a lot of blood left to come out so they may still have to do one but will monitor me. He is getting my thyroid checked as well which I suppose is standard after a mc but I doubt it had anything to do with it as I had just started seeing a FS when we fell pg and he had already done the tests which were normal.
Welcome Em, and I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I also had a mc at 8w6d, and just like you I had the scan and they said I had a very thick lining still - I was only lightly spotting at that point so I wondered about that, but I am still bleeding now, which is my 2nd (very heavy) af. I felt quite weak at times too in the beginning, and put it down to bloodloss... my whole family was sick at around the same time, so it was hard to tell what was what. Big hugs xx
Ladybirdflies - no, mine was a natural mc. I understand the freak-out, it causes me stress trying again, and it causes me more stress not being able to try again. Go gently. I'm glad you are getting your test results very soon, and hope it will make you feel better about trying. Was it only the ureaplasma you tested for or was it a bunch of stuff (sorry i can't remember).
keike - *hugs* that's hard xx
alison - don't be jealous haha... this is the neverending af that never um seems to end lol. Soooo much heavier than my usual too.
AFM - please let my body get back to normal after this af... I think i will feel so much better and less in a slump/grump when my body is behaving itself. Hugs to all xx
Just can't sleep!
DS3 is still awake too (he just won't go to bed early anymore!) I don't mind having company though.
Abit down this week, would of been 12 weeks tuesday so feeling a bit teary.
I feel like the most unluckiest person, all the problems I am suffering phyically and just other little things that happen. I joked to dh that my life is like a soap show (he sort of agreed and said my family eg mum dad and me do not have the best of luck!)
No bleeding ATM but still what looks like ewcm *sighs* and such sore (tmi) nipples! (which never happens as I lost my of my bbs from bf and weight loss and sort of don't have 100% feeling in them anymore lol) so my body is still out of whack which must be causing me to feel more emotional. Wish I could shut my mind off would like an early night one day.
Sorry to ramble, I just needed a vent, I cannot wait to get off my roller coaster I am on.
I so can't wait for a shower I can't leave DS3 alone he may be little but gosh he climbs as though he is a monkey (ontop of the couch, tv cabinet etc) he keeps me on my toes! xx
Hi girls, thought I'd ask how long to wait for af? I'm day 52 (almost 8 weeks since my mc) and nothing! I got ferning two weeks ago and been cramping since then (horrible when it feels like af is coming so much throughout the day) done a couple of hpt's they are negitive so not pregnant or any left over from the mc. Just so frustrated and confused might book into the docs tomorrow morning to get bloods taken but don't sure what though? Just want to feel normal again!! Sorry about the me post but don't know what's going on (my last mc went smoothly And everything returned to normal straight away)
Mine has never had any set pattern Ashie so I cant help you.
A little update on me; finally stopped bleeding 5 weeks ago then got AF. Had a whole cycle bleeding free *jumps up and down on couch a la Tom Cruise* and now today AF is arriving on time :o Im starting to think that all this miscarriage/ectopic drama might actually be over.
Still undecided on TTC and we barely dtd anyway so I think I might just wing it for now and see how I feel in a few months. I want another baby.....................but I dont want all the drama that goes with it :(
How is everyone else doing?
Hi ashie, I know it is frustrating! I think I am almost 8 weeks since my mc too, and I am not back to normal either, but mine is the opposite problem - I want to STOP bleeding! I did have a day or 2 in there with no spotting, but apart from that have had lots of spotting every day and 2 VERY long VERY heavy af's in there as well. I haven't seen any spotting today yet so I have my FX that it stays away (I've thought it was gone in the past but later a fresh batch of heavy spotting has turned up.)
My last mc (not including the chem preg) I got back to normal straight away too (but I was less than 6 weeks preg that time so it was a lot earlier.)
I hope you get a proper af soon so you can start to feel like yourself.
I wish us all normal cycles!
Alison - are you still waiting on af too? You have your first new-clinic appt soon right? Excited for you!
Freya - Yay! I understand your Tom Cruise moment LOL!! I will be having one of those today if it turns out my bleeding really has stopped. Everytime I think it has gone my spirits lift and I feel more like myself, then when I realise my hormones are still wacked I get all grumpy and blah again!
Hi ashie
My second took 9 weeks to return. Go have a blood test to see where your hcg levels are at
I rang up and they couldn't fit me in this week :(
I thought I'd use my maybe baby to see if it's still pebbles nope ferning?? Which is unusual for me (always test first thing in the morning so no foods or drinks can affect it) still feel cramps on and off but no af still? My hcg last time was tested was 17 and having neg pregnancy tests leads me to believe they hcg went back to normal. My bleeding problem stopped after o'ing I should be happy it's not continuing atm. But hate not knowing.
Another friend has just announced she is expecting and due 2 days after my edd!
I feel down too many reminders and just not getting back to my old self (I'm moody too not on purpose but feeling hormonal emotions are everywhere!)
The emotional pain will settle down but it bubbles at the surface on occasions. My edd is in 4 days and it is bubbling away at the moment and even though I'm pregnant again I still want to stab someone!
Just be aware that it will resurface at times and it's ok to acknowledge it
And be sad/angry about it xx
Hope af comes soon so you can at least physically move on.
Hi Ashie - OMG I'm 8 weeks post D&C tomorrow and no AF here either!!! My last D&C I got them after 3 weeks, I had some brown spotting at the 5 week mark then nothing. I spoke to my cousin who's an OB/gynae and she said it's not uncommon to take this long. I have my first appointment at my new fert clinic Thursday, it would be typical that AF will show up tomorrow or tonight and I'd have to wait until next cycle to do anything as you have to start any treatment on Day 1/2 of your cycle. Guess Thursday will be the day to find out if we are looking at giving IVF a go or trying one last time on a natural cycle with prog support, ho hum here we bloomin go again!!!!
Rach83- thankyou for understanding the emotional side, some days you feel as though your doing ok other days it's like the universe wants to add more salt to the wounds which has been happening alot.
Alison I hope everything goes well Thursday must be such a rollercoaster ride. Big boo to our cycles! Hopefully it won't be much longer for it to sort themselves out, usually I'm wishing for no af now I am wishing for af.
Hi Girls - I had my appointment at the new fertility clinic today. First of all OMG what a mission - 45 minute drive to get there (in non peak hour traffic) and their tracking cycles are $275 (that's per month), non rebatable through Medicare or private health - my old clinic were $150 but otherwise the specialist was really nice and very thorough, asked lots of questions, answered lots of questions, explained things that the other mob never bothered, including DH's sperm test and what it meant as when I asked for a copy of the results I noticed his sample was considered abnormal yet they never said a thing! It's nothing detrimental but still they should've explained what it meant. He and the nurse we saw afterwards were so much more on the ball I am starting to wonder about the other place!!! For starters he explained about the progesterone suppositories and how they work as I told him it always fluctuated during my pregnancy cycles and he said the progesterone supplements only stay in the uterus and are not absorbed into the blood, so what you see in the blood tests only reflect my own levels so he thinks 3 a day is definitely sufficient to sustain a pregnancy. Secondly, he was very taken aback when I told him I was on the Clexane and while he obviously couldn't say anything as it would be bagging out another specialist the look on his face said it all and in less words said he would never put me on that as my previous blood results clearly show I have no need for it and that it well could have contributed/caused my subchorionic clot. He also said it is highly possible it was the cause of my last miscarriage. I had a feeling that was the case, so my last baby may well have been fine if I wasn't on that rubbish. So, treatment wise, he wants to do a tracking cycle for himself as well as DH and I do some extra blood tests they haven't done on me, including redoing my AMH test again as it's been 8 months since the last one, very scared to get that result. The nurse today told me they don't know enough about those tests as they're so new so try not to stress too much about them, just as well as they also told me my count doesn't get much lower!! Which brings me to the next point - due to my low egg count - which is very low for someone my age he said I am probably not a good candidate for IVF as the drugs they give you to produce more eggs might mean that I only produce 2 or 3 at most and none could fertilize/take and it's a lot of money not to mention very emotional and physical ordeal to go through for the chance of fertilizing 1 egg at best. He said it will be a last resort. Very deflated after that as I thought that was my best chance :o( So, we are doing another tracking cycle starting tomorrow - but only so he can see for himself whats going on, not allowed to try to get pregnant though, have to wait for next cycle and once he gets all the details from the new bloods, DH's sample and my scan etc after this cycle, we will make a decision as to whether we try one more time on our own or give the IVF a go with the chance it might not work. Basically, I have no other options/choice. I'm pretty freaked out as the reality of possibly never having another child is now very possible and very real. Not really sure how to feel other than ripped off. If everyone can muster up some good luck vibes for me I'd really appreciate it. Sorry to waffle on, it's been a long day, I am so tired.
How is everyone else going? xx
Hi Girls,
Hope everyone is ok. Sorry I haven't been participating much but i needed to get off BB for a while as I was torturing myself with all the pg threads and it wasn't helping at all.
Alison- sending lots of good luck vibes your way. I have my fx that it all works out for you with the new specialist.
AFM- I am feeling incredibly angry at the moment. I was coping ok but in the last few days I found out 2 girls from my bb group also had a mc and DH's cousin's son was born sleeping at 27 weeks yesterday so I'm angry at the world and all the crap we have to go through. Sorry for the vent but it is the injustice of it all. We all would love nothing more than a healthy baby and have to go through this heart ache yet there are people that do unspeakable things to children that have no issues.
Apart from that physically I am back to normal. Still bleeding though which is frustrating as I want to start TTC again straight away and I have to wait for this to stop, then wait for AF to come and stop before I can. Question though what have everyone's cycles been like after the mc? Do they go back to normal or change?
Oh Alison, that is so much to take in hun. I am also petrified of seeing my FS in the next few weeks, as I am so sure my AMH results will be very crappy now. Huge hugs hun, at least this guy is really interested in you and what you've been up to so far and he wants to help you. I am sending you all the good luck and positive vibes I can muster hun xoxoxoxoxoxox
Em, hugs hugs darling :hug: I really hate the world sometimes. When I was pg last time in Jan and found out my baby stopped growing, 4 other ladies had m/c in my belly group. Every time one of the ladies had a m/c, it just broke my heart all over again. It sucks big time. I'm so sorry to hear about your cousin'd baby boy, it's just so sad and tragic. Big hugs hunni xoxox