thankyou for all your kind words and wishes. This forum has helped immensely with my sorrow as you can feel very alone on these days. I had a rather peaceful day and i think this is the least i have cried on this date in 6 years. no matter how many years pass it can still feel like a fresh wound. i just thank goodness i was blessed with two more healthy boys and i know Floyd is up there with all his little angel friends.