I would've been 14 weeks today. I know that because I put a ticker on my blog the other day, counting down until my ex due date. I've even subscribed to the Belly Buddies group I should be in, and check it every day to see what the other women are going through.

Is that weird? Would it be stopping me from moving on?

I feel kind of.....out of touch with reality. I'm worried I might be mentally continuing a pregnancy that has already ended - and if I am, what happens on February 2nd? Does my brain explode?

I even want to put a ticker on Facebook, so my friends won't forget. I feel bad enough that I don't know when my other 2 were due, so I don't want to forget this one.

Is that weird?