Poems

[Jess06]

I wrote this poem after my miscarriage Dec 2005, it helped me at the time to cope with all my unanswered questions and even though I am truly blessed with giving birth any day now, April 2007, I am still asking the question why......


My bodies stopped aching,
But I can't say it's not hurting,
My mind is desperate for answers,
But can't find any sense.

Questions keep churning,
And I find myself asking why!
Why, is it so difficult, to catch my breath!
To scream out loud, when it's so quiet in here.

Silent screams for help,
Unfortunately falling on deaf ears,
Meaningless words, circling,
All in the name of love and caring.

Questions keep churning,
And I find myself asking why!
Why, is it so unfair, to go through these emotions,
Only to remain empty, sitting in a pool of tears.

But time does heal the pain,
Memories still remain the same,
And I feel now, as I did that time,
That I'm still wondering why,

And it still makes me cry.....