Thanks ladies. I feel worse than yesterday. Pg symptoms remain, and I just want to scream. It's my birthday next week. Happy birthday to me.

I'm angry at my body, the universe, everything. I don't understand why this had to happen. I have never had my BC fail. Even when I've been sick or careless or both in the past.

This is just such a shock. I thought I was ok but I don't know how I feel, or should feel.

F***