why would you not be turned inside out and upside down about this Nae?

I'm sure there are many people who would feel exactly the same. it's hard. moving the urn after such a long period of knowing your princess was right there all the time would be a massive upheaval for anyone. you will find a new feeling of normal, but you're entitled to feel torn - hell, i would be worried if you weren't. it is sure to stir up your grief all over again

massive hugs my friend