What did you do on bubs 1st death anniversary?

[helle]

Jayvan's death/birthday is next friday and I've been wondering the same thing. Just wanted to give you some 's sweets, for both you and your gorgeous boysxx

[JennaJayen]

Hi blessedatlast. I'm really sorry for your loss *hugs*

I have a 4th and 5th anniversary coming up for my first 2 angels in january, and it gets harder every year... especially when I get so wrapped up in my own world that I forget when they died and were due to be born and don't realise it until it's already a week past those two dates

For their 1st anniversaries I made each of them a cake, and burned a candle for them. For my first angel I used to wear those black stretchy bangles, each month I would put a new one on my right arm, and once I got to 13 I would put one on my left and start over again on the right. That was my way of mourning. I also wrote them letters on their due dates and the dates they died.

This year, I prayed and asked them to watch over their little brother, my ds, and keep him safe from harm, and take care of their other two angel siblings in heaven. Next year I'll probably do that again, and make another cake for them to share with my ds. I want him to know about them and that they existed.