Oh sweetheart, reading your story has had tears running down my face. It reminds me so much of my losses, I know exactly how you are feeilng right now.

It is so hard that the care we receive at this awful time is often not what it should be, and the agonising wait to be seen in emergency just adds to the pain.

Sweetheart, please try and remember that it will get easier (although it doesn't seem like that now), and one day you will be able to take your baby home with you. Why this journey is so much harder for some of us than others, I don't know, but try to keep strong, we know what you are going through.

Love Bun xx