Oh my love what a beautiful tribute to your babies that grew wings.
I am a health professional - and I cringe when I hear how some women are treated and rejoice when I hear how others are. The doctor who treated you and your baby with respect - we need more of them...

You will swim through this pain and one day you will be able to put it somewhere and it will only come out now and then - but it will always be with you...
Sending you my love