Vivienneglen,
Thanx for sharing your story. Wow at your 2nd baby being only 2lb13, a full pound & 1 ounce lighter than my son who was born at 32 wks. I totally hear you on how frustrating it is to have had a baby & not be able to hold it & do whatever you want whenever you want. Makes you feel a bit like you haven't really got a baby at all. Good luck with number three if you guys decide to try again.