Thanks Em
Delphmoon Flynn is doing so well and I know he is being well taken care of, most of the nurses r fantastic, its just really hard to let them look after him when it should be me cos I am his mum.
I think I will cope reasonably well with a bit of help but I know I have past the first step in admitting that I am not coping that well. Getting grief from DH about not being home doing the cleaning and cooking has not helped but I am not a miracle worker and I cant be on 100 places at once and he will just have to deal with it. If that means take away for dinner then thats what will happen I just dont have the time or energy to waste on fighting with him