I'm glad the talk with the social worker helped hun, and I'm sorry Flynn took a step back last night - I hope he comes pouncing forwards in leaps and bounds and you get your little man home soon.

I found it gut wrenching having to leave DD in that massive hospital, I could only ever leave her when she had settled back to sleep, but I didn't have any other kids to consider at the time so you have it much harder than I did. Don't be too harsh on yourself hun. Maybe your DH is feeling the pain, just not sure what he can say or do - so he's not doing much (other than maybe thinking?)....Just a thought.

xoxo