Lynsdan, you are going through such a tough time. Re your milk supply - express at least every 3 hours. Stress or no stress, make it a routine. Make sure you have a good symphony pump. Think about what your milk will mean to her. It won't be the lactation cookies - but they taste good. You need some-one else to make them. It will be the milk you take from your breasts that lets your body know it has to keep making milk