congratulations serenity

well i had orientation for my new job yesterday. i didnt think they had a scn at the hospital so was surprised when we went for a tour and they do have one. they only take babies from 34 weeks tho. everyone else gets flown out. i thought i would be ok but i started having a huge panic attack in the nursery and i had to leave. i was almost in tears. came home and cried to DH about it.