Thanks ladies
Im starting to feel a bit better about it all. Still scared but will be ok.
I still have no Af but no bfp yet dr thinks i o'd late so i have to wait another week before he will do a blood test. In the meantime he has me speaking to a Councillor.
I just feel so overwhelmed. Maybe it isnt the best time to be pg but I really do want another bub its hard to put it into words.
Dh is worse then i am as he had to go between me and Ds for the first week.
I think i just freaked a little. Will update later.
Mel
I am glad you are starting to feel better. It is good that you are speaking to a counsellor. Perhaps your DH should too. Although my DH was not interested in talking about his feelings from that time.
And i think we all freak out at times. I still dread getting AF back, (thankfully it has not returned yet), as I do not want to see blood. Wierd as i learnt to cope with it before my second child and I have "relapsed"...
if it gives you any hope i went on to have my second son at 38+3 wks after my first son was born at 33+3 wks.
I was nervous throughout the pregnancy with the unknown, and because it was PROM i had its one of those things u dont see creeping up it just happens.
Now i am pregnant with my 3rd, i have been a lot less stressed because i have been FT once already, i am nearing ds1's gestation and when i had prom (32+5 prom and born at 33+3) so i am a bit on edge at the moment but i'm hoping i can go FT again. i hope you find out either way if you are pg or not
I still dont know. The dr wants me to wait until next week for bloods but he wants to go by longest cycle which was 36 days but ive only had a cycle that long once. Most are around 33 days. I guess its not that huge of a difference. But i would be 13 dpo and still no +
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