HI Mel,

I am glad you are starting to feel better. It is good that you are speaking to a counsellor. Perhaps your DH should too. Although my DH was not interested in talking about his feelings from that time.

And i think we all freak out at times. I still dread getting AF back, (thankfully it has not returned yet), as I do not want to see blood. Wierd as i learnt to cope with it before my second child and I have "relapsed"...