I'm sorry sweets that Heidi is going through so much . i reckon Beema is right...hold onto those positives when the darkness comes down as i reckon they will help when light comes up again xx
There is good news (i can guess) that she is self-correcting...and that this is a 'normal' reaction to a difficult situation itms. and i can only imagine that the time off ventilation even when during the illness is a positive for her and a reflection of her strength.
These must be such scary times, know that we are thinking of you and sending all our love and strength