Aaah darling it's so hard & my heart is hurting for you.

Right now you are her strength. So sit there & talk to her. Tell her how loved she is. Tell her your plans for her. Tell her everything. Pray. Visualise.

Keep pumping those breasts. When you're low plug yourself into the earth below and the sky above. Just KNOW that you are supported. Heidi is supported.

This is a living hell for you - but you will live through this & you will tell the story one day. Some of the story will be told with a smile & a giggle & some through tears. But know you will get through.

So many loving hugs coming to you. I have lit my candle for Heidi & it's burning brightly.