Hello again!

I have stressed out all week wondering if I was pregnant & about the possiblity of birth defects etc if I was pregnant, had set today as my pregnancy home test day & woke up with my period!!!

I have to say, I am a quite relieved that I'm not pregnant this cycle (just because I feel it was too soon after DH finished taking the Proscar before we did the deed) and I would have panicked big time until I found out the sex of the baby - cause yes, I did some research myself on the net on Proscar & they say a baby boy would be more likely to have birth defects as apposed to a girl - as it has something to do with the testosterone levels etc.

Anyhoo! It will be in approximately 14 days from today that we will OFFICIALLY start trying to make a BABY!!!! No more Proscar in DH's system as he will have been off the med's for about 3.5 wks by the time we HOPEFULLY conceive!!!!!

Ooohh.... this is actually becoming very real now & I'm actually starting to get quite nervous! Am I really ready for this? How will I feel with a big pregnant belly for 9 months? How will I cope with giving birth (ouch!!!).

I have wanted this moment to come for such a long time (actually trying to conceive a baby!) and now that it's arrived, I have so much running through my head!

I will keep you all up to date & in a few weeks to come, I just might have some really exciting news to share with you all!!!!

P.S. I really appreciate all the help & the effort you went to to find out about the Proscar Bec & Ellana! Thanks heaps.