Thanks for your replies.
So I went and did a FR and I didn't see it until about 2mins after I dipped it in (DH came in when I was hiding out in the Laundry) and I didn't want him knowing I was testing so I shoved it under the detergent and went out. By the time he had left it was about 2mins I guess and there was a very faint but definite 2nd line. The pee was a normal yellow not over dilute or over concentrated) Comparing the line to prior pregnancies I would guess its a line you would see between 10-12DPO. I'm trying to be positive. Maybe it implanted later and maybe I didn't Ovulate when I thought I did but I can't see how I could be wrong. Now I talk to DH about it he reminded me that we DTD on the Friday and Sunday night and I got the +OPT on the Thursday afternoon a few days before and it was negative by Friday. So I think I would have to be 4 and a bit weeks. I just hate the fact that having multiple pregnancy losses, 1tube and now having a much much fainter BFP then I would expect to have now I am petrified. I should be happy and excited but I just feel completely doomed to loss this pregnancy too and be a no tuber
I just wish I could be excited but currently I am feeling there is no hope. If I truly only thought I was 10-11DPO I would be extremely excited. I think because I have been testing everyday for the last 4-5days (cause I brought a pack of 50 HPT from ebay for $8) and some looked like a faint positive and then the next test was very negative I am even more worried. That's what happened with my ectopic. My HCG was going up and down and up again before it took of like a normal pregnancy so now I think this pregnancy may have done that also