So it got the better of me and I did another 2tests (FRER and internet one) and if anything the FRER is lighter then yesterdays but I think it will end up about the same colour as yesterdays. I am convinced this pregnancy will end in another ectopic. I can't hold any hope as I am sure I am 17DPO the tests didn't show positive until yesterday and there not exactly getting darker. If it was a chem pregnancy I would have expected it to show either sooner or be lighter by now. So sad as I know its going to be at least a week before I can get enough results from bloods to confirm the pregnancy is not progressing normally before I have any hope of getting methotrexate which they may not give me anyway. I don't want to loose my last tube as then there will definitely never be a chance of falling pregnant again naturally but if the pregnancy is ectopic the longer it is in the tube the more damage that's going to be done. And I know they will recommend removing the tube anyway as the chances of another ectopic will be much much greater. I guess I should be grateful that my tube isn't completely blocked for me to get pregnant in the first place as that's something I wasn't sure about until yesterday. I am praying the pregnancy is a chemical pregnancy as the alternative is so much worse