As stupid as this sounds what keeps me going is having another baby. Its so stupid. I keep seeing myself tubeless and going through IVF and still getting a baby. I know I shouldn't think like that but I do. I'm already thinking of what I can sell to get the money for IVF or picking up more work. I know the chances of IVF working aren't that crash hot but that's what keeps me going at the moment is seeing this as another hurdle and not the end.