Thanks for thinking of me. I have had my first BT taken and the Dr said to come back tomorrow evening but I think I may come back on Wednesday (its 100km round trip for me plus Ill need the repeat on Wednesday anyway) I've done another FRER and the line looks the same. Not darker and not lighter then yesterdays or this mornings. I'm niggling in the left ovary and have been for a few days but that's not really unusual for me.
Sending hugs. I had early doubts with both my chemical and ectopic, due to line progression. With the chemical, the digi never got above 1-2 weeks. With the ectopic, the digi stayed at 2-3 weeks and beta hcg didnt rise above 600. By then, I was in extreme pain already and a scan at 4wk6d confirmed the ectopic.
Thanks for the positive thoughts. Unfortunately like many of us on BB I've been here a few times and know the outcome isn't going to be good. I started having pain in my left side which is different to what I have ever had before. Pain there isn't unusual for me but this time its different. I'll get my results tomorrow and have a repeat attended so hopefully by Thursday I will know what's going on and get the methotrexate if the levels aren't rising accordingly. With only one tube left I want to do anything to try and save it. I've also read IVF with no tubes results in not good stimulation results as your tubes supply a lot of the blood to your ovaries and without them ovulation is not usually regular and it would explain why I almost always ovulate from my side with the tube. Will see what the rest of the week brings.
I called the medical centre this morning and my results are in but they wont give them to me over the phone. This pain is getting worse although its bareable so I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should go get them when I'll only have to go back tomorrow for more blood work and then Thursday to get the results from tomorrow's test. Or I could just wait until tomorrow and get them and have more bloods done then.
I did two more tests this morning and I would say they are even so slightly darker then yesterdays but only just. So I would say my HCG is rising just extremely slowly not at the rate expected which is what I expected in the first place anyway. I just can't believe this is happening again. This sucks
Lucky for me a Dr friend was able to get my results without me going to the Drs myself. The results from yesterday were 33 at 18DPO. I'll have them repeated tomorrow and if they are lower then expected I will go to the hospital and hopefully they will give me methotrexate. I guess at least at that level hopefully my risk of rupture is very slim if bub is in my tube. Its just to similar to my previous ectopic and not at all like my successful pregnancies to hold out hope and I know there is no chance I ovulated more then a day later then I think I did.
Thanks again. I saw my Dr again today for more bloods. She was fantastic called the specialists rooms and got me in to see a Gynea tomorrow morning. She also thinks the pregnancy is ectopic. I'll get my results when I am there from todays blood test which I don't expect to double. I just hope the bloke I am seeing tomorrow is not going to make me wait for more bloods or to see anything on scan. If the pregnancy is not going to result in a live baby I'd prefer the injection now before more damage is done to my tube. Unfortunately he is a VMO as my usual Dr is away for 2months. I would prefer the guy who knows my history by anyway I am sure the replacement is just as good.
As stupid as this sounds what keeps me going is having another baby. Its so stupid. I keep seeing myself tubeless and going through IVF and still getting a baby. I know I shouldn't think like that but I do. I'm already thinking of what I can sell to get the money for IVF or picking up more work. I know the chances of IVF working aren't that crash hot but that's what keeps me going at the moment is seeing this as another hurdle and not the end.
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