Have mild feeling of there being no future, not as bad as I have experienced in the past though. The last time I felt it was the weeks leading up to my sisters death.

For us a lot of things have been falling in place, even DH (who is not spiritual at all) has commented at how well things are working out for us. It is not perfect, there are a few hiccups. Little things are still hard, but the big things are great.