The fallout

[Inanna]

I get you darling & I feel like a psycho axe murderer sometimes!

Big cuddles sounds pretty dumb right now. But I am doing it any way. Because I love you & I hear you & understand. You vent away precious woman & we're here... Sleep tight and on't let the bed bugs bite.

[Michelle71]

Cuddles are always needed Deb - and any bed bugs trying to bite me will just get germs tonight

[Inanna]

Get thee to thy cot! No more talking bed for you!

[Michelle71]

I'm in bed - with the laptop Can't sleep but at least being in bed keeps the little ones more settled for a while. Not to mention more comfortable with the transverse Omar Just need the head to stop thinking for a while and the nose to stop running.

[Glamourcide]

Ugh, runny noses are the worst
I've been thinking of you and the little ones LITERALLY daily. I just... I feel like nothing I have to say is worth saying, as the others word it so much better and got there first. I'm so sorry you've not been feeling well, I'm sorry you don't have lots of people around you to help out, and I'm just... just really, really sorry that you have to struggle through this on your own. I hope you manage to get a decent rest tonight.
xo

[Footsteps]

Ugh, runny noses are the worst
I've been thinking of you and the little ones LITERALLY daily. I just... I feel like nothing I have to say is worth saying, as the others word it so much better and got there first. I'm so sorry you've not been feeling well, I'm sorry you don't have lots of people around you to help out, and I'm just... just really, really sorry that you have to struggle through this on your own. I hope you manage to get a decent rest tonight.
xo

^^^ i agree with all donna said. michelle, i have no words to add just plenty of hugs huni and you are in my thoughts constantly.
lots of love xox

[Caramello]

Another one that can vote that MrsMac is not an axemurderer. And her children are quite lovely - particularly her middle daughter that has a natural knack with children.

Sending you love and support as well as the hope that you get some well earned sleep tonight.

[Michelle71]

Sleep???? What sleep???? Having the little ones in bed since 6.30pm resulted in a shocking night with DD awake every hour from 10pm (and more than once an hour ) and DS unsettled and awake at 4am. I am so tired and it just isn't going to get better.

[~Kaz~]

Oh hun I was reading through from your post last night so hoping you'd had a good nights sleep I'm sorry you didn't get the rest you deserve.

I think you're entitled to feel cranky with people who still have their DH's. It's totally understandable.

I can also vouch for Ms. Mac being normal but I get what you're saying. You and your babies need to feel comfortable.

I hope you can get some rest sometime today when your babies nap. Thinking of you. xx

[mako]

Oh Michelle I know nothing I say is going to make anything better for you but I do hope this illness that you now have goes away as soon as it possibly can. A runny nose,sore throat,cough is the worst especially when you can't take anything to help..So I'm going to send you lots of and get well vibes hun.

[Jennifer13]

Michelle. No wonder you've had enough. Mrsmac is definitely not a psycho and can I just say, I know it's hard t *trust* someone else watching your babies, but your babies have proved just how resilient they can be in the last 10 weeks and YOU NEED SOME REST! I'm about to not take no for an answer...

[Mother Goose]

I, on the other hand, AM a total psycho killer... so probably best I live interstate

I'm sorry you didn't get rest honey - I hope you can get some soon and that you all feel better soon.

I know you know that the way you're feeling is normal - but don't forget to lean on those around you when you need it... and right now you need it. I'm sending super hugs to you now - I wish I could do something to help you out.

[thepixie]

Oh Michelle how slow am I! I have only just realized you are in Sydney.... I am in Northern Sydney too and just a PM away if you need anything
(now can anyone vouch for me not being an axe murderer? )

[Amity]

Huge hugs honey. If I was closer I'd be there in a heartbeat.

Thinking of you.

[Michelle71]

DS1 just went upstairs after sobbing - he wants Daddy's *big elbow* DD woke after being asleep for 30 minutes because she is teething, has nappy rash and some viral thing making her a baritone and DS2 is unsettled with wind pain post feed. I am so tired. I just wish it was different but it isn't. It won't be. This is it and I just don't know how I am going to do this long term.

Just a vent. I have the cavalry coming back over the weekend and the IL's have been here the past 2 days. Just this time of night when I am alone and facing the reality of my life.

[Liviam]

Oh Michelle I wish more than anything that I pop over and help you out. Your strength is absolutely amazing and I couldn't even begin to imagine how hard your life is at the moment. Sending you , support and prayers,

[MistyFying]

Michelle

[Jaycee]

Big Michelle, I wish I had something more comforting to say...

We are all thinking of u xxx