Lee: whoa babe, no wonder you've been feeling so down. At least now you have a diagnosis and can get the help you need to get back to feeling yourself

Mako: I hope the appointment with your ob helps you set a path forward that you and DH are happy with.

Jude: of couse I remember you. It is so nice to 'see' you again. I am so very sorry about the loss of your twins I look forward to catching up what's been happening with you.

Lisa: WTG miss A with the TT. Clever little lady.

Freya: Hun we are here if you want to share. I'm all ears babe.

Bun: my little B has undergone a real change recently. No word of a lie the chumba feeds 2 hourly over night. Last night was 9.30pm, 11.30pm, 2.00am and the biggest stretch until 5am. After the 5am feed he will doze in bed with me but won't go back to sleep. He doesn't have reflux issues but us a guzzle guts and is always hungry. Previously he would go 4-5 hours easily. I think it's an age thing. I had a big talk to my GP (who is also a Lactation Consultant) about it and she reassured me it was normal. Her adivce is to stop clock watching, follow your instincts and just write off the first 12 months. I hope it gets better for you soon babe. Just wanted to let you know that similar things are happening here.

Well I've got a sleep in promised to me for tomorrow and Sun. DH is taking both the boys and I can't wait. Then tomorrow night is ladies night with the Army playgroup gals and sun is M day so I'm excited. I've even expressed do I can have a drink. look out!!!

Springxx