Ah Jayne, you are so sweet to think of me in the midst of all you are going through! I read a lot, but just don't often feel like I have much to say.

I think we're doing ok in the new order of things. It's taken several weeks but we have gone from Sam screaming every time DH handed him to me to Sam actually choosing to snuggle with me on the couch and fall asleep a couple of nights ago. DH has only just returned to full time work on Wednesday, but the three weeks before that he was doing a lot of work on his motorbike. We have three vehicles - DH had to get the motorbike back on the road so that he could take his car off the road to get some mechanical work done so that we can move the baby seat out of my car to get a ding repaired! It actually feels a little strange, I've been back at home for a month now, but only just reached my official end date and my proper farewells today. If I'd known that quitting work would have given me enough money to pay off the car loan (I didn't realise I'd have my long service leave paid out until the money arrived in my account!) and a pandora bracelet I'd have done it a lot sooner! I'm hoping that with less stress in the house we can finally all get well again - it's not beed a good winter health-wise for us!

Bek, I will miss you, but completely understand.

Anyway, it's late and I've only just got home from a lovely dinner out and desperately need to get some sleep! I will try to be a bit more talkative from here on. Thinking of everyone.

BW