kelly - big sweetie, the waiting game is excruciating. My m/c are always missed m/cs too, so I know hard it is to have faith that all is ok. But you have pg symptoms so, as impossible as I know this is, try to be positive! Will be thinking of you today and I will check in later to see how you went.

mako - to you too sweetie. Sounds like today is going to be a hard day. I have been thinking of you.

Spring - I hope you are enjoying this time with your new little man. Can't wait to hear all about it!

Jayne - that's so cute, your girls being too knackered and busy playing with barbies to want to go out! Poor little things have had way too much fun by the sounds of it!

Lee - how are you going?

Bek - I can imagine feeling sad about having no more babies, even if you are sure that is what you want. It is such a big part of our lives. I know that I only want one more and already I can tell that I will be feeling sad about no more after having that one too!

BW - glad to hear Sam's party went well, and woohoo on walking!!

I am still plodding along, getting very fed up with this pregnancy. I get constant BHs every evening and night and they are really starting to hurt and interrupt my sleep. I had an OB appointment the other day and all is looking well, bubs is well down and looking like a big 'un. My OB seems so relaxed and doesn't even want to see me for 2 more weeks when at around this stage with DD my BP started going up and I was hospitalised. I know maybe I should feel happy about having a relaxed OB this time, esp since I don't want to be induced early again, but part of me feels like I really should be having more frequent appointments now? Aren't they supposed to be weekly, esp with a history of high BP at the end? I am going to pop in for a BP check this week and I guess if all is still ok I will just wait for my next appointment the week after. I am feeling really emotional at the moment, and totally disorganised. We have enrolled DD in holiday daycare 2 days a week for this week and next week to give me a bit of a break since we have no support here and so I can get organised, but my poor little girl cried and wailed out for Mummy when I left her this morning and it broke my heart! I have just phoned and they said she is fine now but I still feel terrible and totally unmotivated to do all the jobs I had planned for today. I love her so much and get such bad mummy guilt some days. Argh, I am probably just being an overly emotional pg woman but all I want to do is cry right now!