Errrrrrrrr you really dont want me to get started W, I wont stop lol

Just freakin out about uni, still no childcare organised, worried about making $$$ stretch, army is stuffing us around with a new house so we can move back in together, Im still up-in-the-air about whether he is going to stick to the changes we've made as a couple or just slip back into old ways...............Stellan has decided sleep is for the weak in a big way so now Im either up til 1am begging him to sleep or Ry comes and put him down with alot of crying and patting. I can envision severe difficulties when its time to leave him with someone for two whole days a week Makes me feel nauseous just thinking about it. Im physically and mentally exhausted.