Sweet Mako I'm thinking of you today. My candle is lit and you are in my prayers...
I really wish I could do something for you but please know my heart is hurting for you...
Mako, I am so so sorry sweetheart..............and I'm sorry my words are so inadequate . You are amazing, to be asking about me during your traumatic time. We are doing really well at home, thank you for asking. Thinking of you today hun, and holding your hand xoxo
DH has gone away to work for a few days and while I will be busy I miss him and need him close ATM.
Feeling like a very special lady is being dealt a cruddy hand and there is nothing I can do to fix it and I am not even close enough to do something useful
Damn pregnancy hormones. Not to mention the countdown is on. 3 weeks to go ........
Mako - I've been thinking of you today and I'm sorry I haven't called or txted, I've been with my Nan (she's not doing so well ) and have only just picked DD up from school etc etc. I won't call tonight because I'm sure that you'll just want to be with your boys but will call you tomorrow. Good on you for hanging up on your mum I would have done/said a lot more. Don't waste any more energy or emotion on her, just look after yourself
I was actually thinking of driving up today to see you because I feel so bloody useless being so far away, but I'm sticking close to home atm in case my mum needs me. I'm sorry I can't do more I wish for the 1,000th time I lived closer.
I hope you are feeling OK physically. I had a D&C at 12 weeks and didn't have any physical pain or discomfort, I am hoping you find the same. The emotional side of it is a totally different story
Janie - So pleased to hear you're all home and doing well
Michelle -
Sorry for the lack of personals guys. This has been a truly cruddy week and I just don't have much to say.
Last edited by Willow; March 25th, 2010 at 03:27 PM.
Just a quick one to let you know I've just got home. No pain at the moment but a shocking headache and broken heart. I'll be back later but want to give you all a I know this is corny but I love you all
Going to go lie down for a bit.
Mako - Massive, massive and Have been thinking of you.. my heart is breaking for you. I'm sure the extra hormones aren't helping but I'm so devistated and upset. It's really, really affecting me (I guess for obvious reasons).
Michelle - have been thinking of you too.. approaching such a difficult time. We're here for you.
Janie - Sooooo pleased all is going well. Will give you a call soon.. I think I might need to come for a visit if you're feeling up to it.
Can't really say much more. I think we all need a big and I hope in a few weeks Michelle and I can both have some good news for this thread again. Although I'm still trying to live in De-Nile.. particularly now.. and I don't want to hurt Mako any more... you're going through enough right now.
I'm sorry guys I didn't want to post about this... but I'm really struggling a bit today and just need to get this out... I know the timing is bad but I don't know where else to turn. I'm finding everything a bit difficult, not only becuase of the terrible, terrible news from Mako but because yesterday was one of my angels EDD's (the one I lost in August). I knew it was going to be a tough time for me, particularly because I wanted to be pg so badly by this time (and obviously I am but it's still not confirmed, so it's not making me feel any better... if anything it's worse)!! I just feel like it's all getting on top of me and of course being over here.. away from my family.. is making it seem so much worse.
Mako - right back at you, I hope you are resting up tonight, giving your broken heart some quiet time to reflect, your little angel who flew away to be with the others is still safe, I just wish they were still with you Just keep an eye on yourself physically, I had very little loss after my d&c initially, but they kept having the odd gush for weeks afterwards, eventually it all eased up, take care dear lady xoxoxo
Kelly - now what the hell are you doing out of de-nile girl, I don't recall any of us letting you out of there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Get yourself right back in, and stay put, batten down the hatches, hug your little man a bit tighter in the process, and don't open the door for no man or beast okay !!!!! Hugs babe xoxo
Michelle - think you'd better get back in de-nile with Kell. Wish I could hit the fast forward button for all of you xoxo
AFM - blah blah blah here too girls - having some problems with my dd12, her body image, teenage stuff, still feeling pretty meh, but won't crap on about it atm, nothing that won't resolve one way or another....hugs all round.
Hi Ladies,
sorry about the all me post.
I am feeling a bit nervous. First scan jitters. I am also really really dizzy and lightheaded, it started yesterday. I don't think that it is the clexane. I have been taking it for 2 weeks now and I have felt okay. I did not have this issue when pregnant with Grayson and I took clexane for a year. I feel better when I am flat out in bed. I can't do that for very long because i have to chase after Grayson. I don't know what is going on but it kind of feels like low BP. I am trying to tell myself that it is just a first trimester sickness that I have never experienced before. I am glad that I will be in my doctor's office tomorrow. It will probably be Saturday AM before I post...time difference and all.
Kelly - I just wanted to pop in and give you a big This must be particularly difficult for you. I know that Mako is hurting badly but she understands how this sort of news affects you more so when you are pregnant. It makes you so much more vulnerable. We are here for you too, so don't feel like you can't post about how you're feeling. That's what we're here for.
Laney - I don't even think I've said Congratulations I'm so sorry! I hoe you are feeling better soon and it is just run of the mill morning sickness. Fingers crossed for your scan, I hope everything looks just beautiful.
Mako - How are you feeling today? Thinking of you constantly. Have had a rough few days here (won't bore you with the details, it's nothing in comparison) but I am here whenever you need to talk. Feel free to call/txt/email/PM me any time.
Last edited by Willow; March 27th, 2010 at 06:20 PM.
Kelly Willow is so right hun. You need all our support right now and please don't worry about upsetting me
Laney I hope everything is just perfect with your scan hun and the way you are feeling is just a bit of ms and bub is letting you know all is ok
Willow I'm thinking of you and your Nan constantly. I hope today has been a little better for her and all of you
Michelle I'm sending you a to hun. I can't even begin to imagine how hard the next few weeks are going to be for you Just know we are all here for you whenever you want
I'm not too bad considering. Mornings are far worse than any other time of day for some reason. DH,DS and I are going away tomorrow over night so that should be interesting to say the least atm(we're camping with DH's extended family) I'm thinking it should be ok as there will be plenty of hands to help with DS so I'll be able to rest whenever I want and not have to cook or any of that sort of stuff.
I would have done/said a lot more. Don't waste any more energy or emotion on her, just look after yourself
I know this is corny but I love you all
Have been thinking of you.. my heart is breaking for you. I'm sure the extra hormones aren't helping but I'm so devistated and upset. It's really, really affecting me (I guess for obvious reasons).
Just keep an eye on yourself physically, I had very little loss after my d&c initially, but they kept having the odd gush for weeks afterwards, eventually it all eased up, take care dear lady xoxoxo
I'm so sorry! I hoe you are feeling better soon and it is just run of the mill morning sickness. Fingers crossed for your scan, I hope everything looks just beautiful.
I'm thinking it should be ok as there will be plenty of hands to help with DS so I'll be able to rest whenever I want and not have to cook or any of that sort of stuff.
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