Oh Michelle.... you absolutely have been ripped off and deserve to be feeling the way you are. Life has not been fair to you and your gorgeous babies but they are very lucky to have you (and you them). You're right, you have no choice but to carry on but you do have to let it all out too and we're always here for you. I wish there was more I could say to help ease your pain. You're constantly in my thoughts and I'm loving seeing the pics of George on FB. Hugs.

Freya - Poor thing.. what a nasty few weeks you've had. I'm so glad you're finally getting better.

Spring - Hope you manage to get some more sleep.

Mako - How are you doing hun? Thinking of you all the time too.

Jayne - Poor Curly... I really hope they work out what's wrong soon so you can get it fixed and get home! Poor little poppet. Great that Jess has been so good about it though and you've been able to concentrate on Claudia. Hugs, not really what you need right now.

Well.. I'm really starting to get anxious about our scan tomorrow. I know the chances of everything being ok are really high but I can't help but worry about the small possibility that something is wrong. The amnio still scares me but I'm trying to remain positive and hope that we won't have to have it. It's booked in though, if the measurement is still high... so it's just a matter of waiting and seeing what happens... which is really hard... I like to be prepared for things. Anyway, not much we can do about it so just have to get through the next 24 or so hours. The appointment isn't until 3pm tomorrow. On a much brighter note, a very close friend in Perth had a baby girl today!!! Very exciting... she has two girls now.. but I'm a little bit sad that I'm not there to go visit them and have a cuddle... the last few weeks have been very hard in that way... very much missing family and friends.

Kel xxx