Oh Michelle, please hun, you certainly do not need to offer me any sort of explanation. I can't even begin to imagine what each day is like for you. I didn't mean anything by that at all, just that I wanted you to know that even when weeks pass by and I haven't spoken to you, you and the babies are very often in my thoughts. Give up on you? Not gonna happen

Happy birthday babe I wish you a tiny bit of peace and comfort today.