Rebecca I am so sorry that you are feeling so yuck

sometimes when we feel bad...our mood rubs off on our children and the cycle starts...do you have a good relationship with your GP or child health nurse

I dont have any great words of wisdom for you...other than this...you are a wonderful mum, being a mum is the hardest most challenging job in the world, but also the most rewarding...hang in there

and you have all the support of many wonderful women on BB...

xx yogababy