I agree with what all the others have written. The first few months can be real tough... even for people with alot of support around them. You are NOT a bad mum

It can take people a while to bond with their baby, it took me a while to bond with DS (I'm still not sure that I've totally "bonded" with him yet & he's almost 2!!) With DD I felt different from day one, I know how guilty you can feel about it but you are definately not the only one feeling like this

It WILL get easier but I really & truely think you need to seek advice/help from a GP & also talk to your DH about everything you're going through.

Good luck xoxo