I am so sick and tired of being angry, and yelling, and being ignored, and backchatted to by a 4 year old.
I am sick and tired of every thing I say being ignored. I am sick of her turning around and saying "I love you" every. single. time. she is in trouble or done something wrong. I am sick of her screaming that she hates me, that I am poo head or any other name she can come up with at the time.
I am at a loss, I am too angry and too short tempered at the moment to deal with her properly. Every day is a battle, I am drained and overwhelmed, I have nothing left.
Nothing I do seems to work for longer than an hour, and the next day we get up and it all goes back to the beginning again.
It has been going on for so long now that I am really beginning to wish I was anywhere else but here. I am over having a 4 year old that spends half her day in her room because I have no idea what else to do anymore. I am sick of feeling every day like I am a failure and that she is the saddest little girl in the world because of it.