Laney - thanks hun, trying to get a routine into place, the night one isn't too bad, DS is in bed between 7:30pm and 8:20pm most nights, DD doesn't go down for the night until close to midnight, she likes to sleep in in the mornings lol so her first bottle is late and her last bottle is late, if we miss one feed she wakes up throughout the night because she's hungry.
Tylersmummy - *hugs* I'm sure you'll find a way to get through today, even if it's only by remembering the good times *hugs* I'll be thinking of you both and Tyler today xxx
afm - bHCG results for thursday last week at 3wks 5d were 16, so very low.
DD's were only 29 at 4wks 1d (5wks 1d going by LMP), so I'm trying to not be overly concerned. The app on my phone puts ovulation on the 15th (the one time we DTD while on honeymoon lol) and the few temps I've done on FF since we got back put implantation on 23rd (8dpo, I also had some weird stinging pains down low in my pelvis on this day too) with a very high rise (the first temp I did when we got back lol) - just 4 days before my first 2 very faint positive tests, and 5 days before the bHCG was done, so going by that the levels have been doubling every 24 hours which is good.
I had the repeat bloods done today along with all the basic early pregnancy tests and I find out the results on wednesday when I'll also get the referral for an ultrasound and a referral to see my OB from DD. I'm expecting the bHCG results to be around the 250 mark if they are still doubling every 24 hours
So now I'm just playing the waiting game, and welcoming the all day nausea even though it's annoying because as long as it's getting stronger and hanging around then everything should be ok... WILL be ok.
Jenna - Thank you I'm trying my best but seem to find myself crying..Good luck with you bHCG results hope this is a sticky bub for you.
AFM - Well today is the day can't believe its been a year.. My wee man should have cake and lollies all over his face but instead hes in heaven watching over me and his baby sister. It's a sad day but if Tyler was here we wouldn't be having Rylee. My DF woke up this morning gave me a big kiss and said " today is our boys special day" I cryed and can't stop crying.. Luckily im pregnant or else I would probably be drinking away the day..Why can't things be easy?
ETA - I'm thinking of writing his birth story.. might be better for me to do it.
Luckily im pregnant or else I would probably be drinking away the day..Why can't things be easy?
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