Jenna - Thank you I'm trying my best but seem to find myself crying..Good luck with you bHCG results hope this is a sticky bub for you.

AFM - Well today is the day can't believe its been a year.. My wee man should have cake and lollies all over his face but instead hes in heaven watching over me and his baby sister. It's a sad day but if Tyler was here we wouldn't be having Rylee. My DF woke up this morning gave me a big kiss and said " today is our boys special day" I cryed and can't stop crying.. Luckily im pregnant or else I would probably be drinking away the day..Why can't things be easy?


ETA - I'm thinking of writing his birth story.. might be better for me to do it.